Gurucharanam Saranam
The Guru of O.V. Vijayan
G.P. Krishna Kumar, Santhigiri
O.V.Vijayan in the Preface to ‘Dharmapuranam’
The Guru of O.V. Vijayan
G.P. Krishna Kumar, Santhigiri
Late Sri O.V. Vijayan’s association with Navajyoti Sri
Karunakara Guru is well known. The
famous writer once said about the Guru: ‘GURU
is an experience beyond translation….’ A few remarks made by O.V. Vijayan on
his relationship with Navajyoti Sri Karunakara Guru are quoted below:
Guru – an Experience beyond translation
‘the ever stable Guru is a great motion. This is my
experience. I happened to meet Guru more or less in a barren situation. I had no
knowledge or prejudice about Gurumargam. I do not intend to evaluate that
meeting in a logical perspective. But I do not require the help of any theology
to distinguish the organic evolutions that took place within my inner
alertness. Like a piece of emotion surpassing time, a fear of existence or a
self ecstasy, something stirred inside me. Try not to define. Only one! Only
this! The dizziness from this contact changed it to a movement. I dissolved
myself in the great current of Guru. If this is attempted to concise in words,
perhaps problems arise. There is no translation for experience’.
Guru – a Great Movement
‘after a long silence, although the circumstances were
unfavourable, I started writing. The inspiration for that humble creation was
the compassion I could experience myself. I was brave enough to make my
literature the medium of that compassion only because of my becoming a part of
the great movement of Guru. This gift is not mine. It is of Guru. I know about
that only as a small dot of the total knowledge. I have no authority to handle
the figures of virtues characterized by me. But I consider that Guru has made
me an instrument. The concept of God is beyond the reach of us who are immersed
in the futilities of modern life. But Guru becomes the exchange of this
experience. Without the help of any theology! ’
Prostrations to Guru
‘I do not ordinarily pray. If at all I pray in some
extraordinary circumstances that would be for selfish motives only. My past is
full of mistakes. The memory of those mistakes leads me to inertia. But Guru
says these are all human. In one word “No-problem”. This one word of pardoning
was terrible than any other verdict of punishment. The energy out of that
rejuvenates me. Prostrations to Guru’!
Guru was catalytic to my literary works
For Vijayan, Guru was an experience. Vijayan used to come
to Santhigiri to experience the infinities of soul and its everlasting beauty. His
contact with the Guru, for more than a quarter century, was not accidental. It
was the culmination of his prolonged enquiries. His life’s desire was to
dissolve in that ocean of love and he achieved it. Without the help of any
theology Vijayan recognized Karunakara Guru. ‘What is the factor that Karunakara Guru
attracted you’? Vijayan did not have to think a second time to answer the
question. ‘The relation of love, the eternal love no one else can give. That
noble love touched my soul and my literature…’
Perhaps we were not able to comprehend the turning point of Vijayan to spirituality as we wanted him to be in a particular plane of intellectuality as he always was… He suffered much for his visions. The words of V.K.Madhavankutty are proof for this. “I could not understand what Guru has said or what Vijayan had comprehended. But Vijayan was firm in it. Vijayan had to sustain the blame of advocating Hindutva. I can tell that he was not so. Vijayan did not complain to anybody.”
Perhaps we were not able to comprehend the turning point of Vijayan to spirituality as we wanted him to be in a particular plane of intellectuality as he always was… He suffered much for his visions. The words of V.K.Madhavankutty are proof for this. “I could not understand what Guru has said or what Vijayan had comprehended. But Vijayan was firm in it. Vijayan had to sustain the blame of advocating Hindutva. I can tell that he was not so. Vijayan did not complain to anybody.”
Vijayan has written about his experiences in a small book
in Malayalam ‘The turtle fish misled to the sea” published by D.C.Books. Answering the question why Vijayan comes to
Santhigiri, the great Novelist said, “I come to Santhigiri to untie and keep
down the bundle of my ego, of my intellect and art and to bathe in humility.”
‘Some problems arose between the years of serializing it
and publishing it as a book. Most important of them was the character formation
of “Sidharthan”. At that time, I happened to be in contact with the great
Acharya Karunakara Guru of Santhigiri Ashram, situated near a small village
called Pothencode. From the Gurusankalpam as the result of this contact, I
could change “Sidharthan” as Guru and the revolutionary touch of Sidharthan as
Guru’s gift. This change was reflected throughout the story and made several
concepts remain vague in the series more distinct in the book. As there were
tamasik and murderous portions in it, I asked whether I can drag the name of a
Guru in its presentation. But Guru answered in the affirmative. This reply made
me grateful and self confident. I firmly believe that the technicality of ‘Dharmapuranam’
will guide the good minds ……..above all it’s the obscenity’.
‘The erotic bio-insurgences and the gentle death are the
two ends. It is the interval between the two that we, who have born as humans,
have to handle it carefully. We are all counting the waves in the shore of the
sea called ectoplasm. Here where is room for any dualism. Light and darkness
identifying their half portion… impotency again conjoins. Births and deaths
unite. The Guru at the same time remains in the dissolution point of the handful
of water and the sky rocking ocean enquires our welfare. That is the severe and
personal of the extreme dissolution. ‘Gurusagaram’ was the witnessing of thousand
fold Guruthva. Oh! My Atoms which immerses in the great bliss being self
reformed particles always guiding to the multiple formations of creation, I
prostrate you. Lift down our dirty baggage in this journey. Why? Reject them by
opening our inner faculties, our positions, honors, education, physical
fairness all and all.
Sacrifice is a great experience. Gathering them from the original textures we have made it fossils, by discarding values, externalized, made prose and verses and fractionalized the creativity as the satirical imitations. When we unload from our shoulders, make a sigh of relief, when the pure knowledge of the universe only remains, the co-traveling child laughs. Only with the knowledge and karma we can know as to how far we can laugh like that. But we can say one thing. Just outside the window panes of the aircraft Guru shall remain always as the co-traveler of this traveler’.
Sacrifice is a great experience. Gathering them from the original textures we have made it fossils, by discarding values, externalized, made prose and verses and fractionalized the creativity as the satirical imitations. When we unload from our shoulders, make a sigh of relief, when the pure knowledge of the universe only remains, the co-traveling child laughs. Only with the knowledge and karma we can know as to how far we can laugh like that. But we can say one thing. Just outside the window panes of the aircraft Guru shall remain always as the co-traveler of this traveler’.